no judgement please just want to get it of my chest, feeling like a rubbish mother lately, feel like I don’t spend enough time with my kids even though I’m with them all the time, I always let them have screen time so I can rest basically, for context I do take them out and we colour do playdoh exc but I feel constantly like I’m counting down till bedtime , my oldest is 7 and autistic and pda so playing games with her is exhausting, every game we play she has to choose, she makes up her own rules and if we don’t follow the right rules (that we don’t know) we have to start again, she’s very repetitive to so if she likes a game we have to play it constantly saying the same things over and over on a loop basically she could play all day so I end up letting her have the iPad, we have no family support couldn’t say the last time I had time away from the kids, am I a rubbish mother? 😩 any tips?