really need some one to listen

[anniebear]

sorry

am so fed up today, cant talk to any friends as they dont really understand do they?

Have had an awful weekend, just not coping really

Feel like dd just chips away at me slowly till I feel at breaking point

Ended up walking out yesterday and sobbing at my Mums

Text my friend this morning to see how her weekend has been

she replys with a big moany text. Her little one (NT)has been full of cold, she hasnt had much sleep all weekend, been to the docs but just viral etc etc

Then "How are you"

what on earth can I reply "Hiya, awful weekend here also, fed up of DD hurting herself and screaming so loudly at me, fed up at 6yrs lack of sleep, fed up of just being unhappy, want a 'normal' family like yours"

How bad would I make my poor friend feel. So I cant even answer her question

I 100% understand that its not nice when your little one is full of cold and you dont get much sleep for the weekend. I really do

Sorry, no point to this really, just needed to let some of it out

My friend is really lovely !!!

sorry!

I know what you mean about less severe, I used to feel that way about DS1 as he also looks NT but truth is he's far more difficult to care for than ds3 so you can never tell anything by looks alone

Just to say a huge thanks for being there for me today and listening to me

Thank you so much

The girls are just having their bedtime story and I am going to relax for a few mins.....until the washing machine finishes!

thanks again

www.pigweb.co.uk/meeting-dates.htm

group for parents of kids with social/communication problems and ASD.