Okay so not sure if I'm going crazy, 2 year old boy in August and around his bday found out that we probably going to get a diagnos of autism, now I've always loved my boy, but feel like since I've found out my bond is so much stronger, n he has always been a daddy's boy however he is now well n truely a mummies boy, n although he doesn't understand most of what we say to him, I honestly look in his eyes and feel like he knows I get it, I'm not sure if no sleep and an emotional rollercoaster few Months has sent me crazy or what, and not sure why I'm actually posting this, it's just a mad feeling when I look at him and a mad change in him towards me, I'm sure I his head he is like she actually understands me