Can I scream?

[2boysnamedR]

Eight days post desision - no news

Nine weeks post tribunal

Had to formally complain to school this morning pointing out that 1.5 years has passed but they still have not implemented jack all ot recommendations.

I really want to put a formal complaint in about my la rep but dearnt until I get my desision.

Been told I'm a amazing mum who fights so hard but I do f want to! I don't want to fight every minutes of every day of my children's life's.

Baby has an appointed to see genetasist to see if she will have this disabilty.

Toddler can't talk and has a speech assessment for panel and yet I'm worrying over a sit n move cushion from 2013!

My mates are talking about when to wean and I want to scream " my boys may never talk! My other son may never leave home! My daughter may be exactly the same!!! Ffs! I was I could worry if I should wean wat 5 months 25 days or six months exactly!"

People have problems I get that, why are mine always so much worse?

I just want to cry. Without my anger I have no strength.

Why me! Why! Fed up of people staring at my three year old.

We are outside of society. No place safe for us

Rant over

Dear wonderful 2boys I have also found myself wantng to scream at the petty worries (as us hardened parents see them) of some of the muggles out there.

I was stuck behind a woman at the hairdressers. I was in a mad rush to pay and go, to get to sort out some disability stuff, and she was worrying about how her hair and nail appointments wouldn't coincide next week. I nearly screamed "For God's sake woman there are people dying out there - get some perspective!!"

What are the number of days post decision that they are allowed before issuing the final? Hang on - which decisions are you waiting for? You have so much going on there I am wondering if the Tribunal has yet to respond

If the Tribunal have yet to give an order, then what do the clerks say? I am worrying it has fallen down a crack in the admin and needs some chasing

If you have a Tribunal decision/order, but no final Statement of SEN, if it would make you feel better you could send a copy of the final saying that you are saving them the trouble and some admin time so have supplied a clean version of the final ready for them to sign and forward before the deadline, and add that the deadline is the very last day that they can do it, and if they do it earlier that can only help everyone involved in getting the provision organised.

It will say 'I am watching you and disguising myself as being the nice guy, but don't put a foot wrong or the disguise will come off'

And as for your mates - get them motoring on something that matters like a campaign for street kids in a link town in a developing country. They do not know how much they need it.

Hang in there 2boys
You are inspirational, and also human, so don't cane yourself for getting overwhelmed some times
Hope this helps