DS6, NF1, ASD and ADHD has had a terrible weekend. Main issue being poo smearing, this time it happened twice, one in the bathroom and one on my living rooms sofa. I just don't know what to do anymore I'm tired worn out and sick to the stomach of the constant smell of poo in our house. We can't see CAMHS as we had to cancel the last appointment as he had his MRI that day to check on his brain tumours and according to them that's not a good enough reason and we've been put to the bottom of the list with a guideline of another wait of a year.
At the moment he is on 5mg of Dexedrine daily and its just not working anymore we've tried everything from bribery to taking his possessions off him. It reached a head this morning when he hid his shoes as he didn't want to go to school (no issues in school and in fact won pupil of the week last week). I can't drive and had to pay for a taxi as his school bus had long left before we found suitable shoes for school. I shouted at him and now I feel so guilty, i'm just so tired and worn out my DH is at work and I understand he needs to go we've no choice as I've had to give my career up and previously I was the main wage earner.
So sorry I think I just need to rant more than anything else, there is no one else to help out and mornings are just such a struggle getting him dressed and out for our walk to the bus.