why is it, that i dont want to go to CDC next week.

[misdee]

am getting stressed over it. part of me hopes they dont come up with anything. part of me wants to know. a bigger part of me doesnt want to know either way.

I feel the same misdee, what if they think im a paranoid mum like they did with DS, what if DD has something other than what i think, will i cope with 2 children with ASD?

Write everything down that you think rings alarm bells in your head about DD because you will get asked all sorts and i always come away thinking "why didnt i say this or that?"

i am either paranoid, or it will open up more than i can deal with atm.

but i know i need to take her.

i dont think you are paranoid for one minute Misdee.

I think you have so much on your plate already and you know as her mum that there is something about her that you want to get checked out.

I always get myself into a right state when an appointment approaches, weve got a meeting on Friday with the professionals about DD and i cant sleep, am getting constant headaches etc, part of me wants to call it off as i cant cope with hearing about DD,s devlopmen delay/CP any longer but i know that i have to go.

its tomorrow....