Just feeling weepy

[yawningmonster]

Managed to get ds to play with a his lego for a bit while I escape and have a weep.

I know that it is not likely to get better, I have always known that but sometimes it just hits harder than others.

We have family staying from the UK and they wanted to hit the markets and invited us along. Ds had a reaction to having to wear sunblock and said he wasn't going, he wasn't having sunblock, get someone to look after him and he will stay behind. He had a wobbly and calmed down enough for me to explain that the options were that I would stay behind with him or we would all go with him having sunblock on.

Anyway I am here with him and he is upset at why he cant go even though he choose to stay here and I am upset as we can't go on family outings.

Just sad that's all, I can't get it right for him, he would have been awful if we had gone and not coped and stropped about the sunblock or the glare from the sun or whatever else he could strop at as that is just the mood he was in but he is devastated at being left behind.

It's just difficult to cope with isn't it, and it's nice to post on here and know we all understand.

I'm weepy today also, so lets weep together.

hug and a and put your feet up and relax with him with the lego.

Perhaps an indoor softplay somewhere may do the trick tomorrow where DS can play and be without sunblock and the family and you can sit and drink coffee and natter all afternoon x

thanks for listening. Just needed to vent, it ended up being an ok day. I had some one on one with ds and his mood has been pretty stable which is more than could be said if we went out.