I am normally very good with dealing with wat my dd goes through. She has been undiagnosed ( since she was 2daysnold) with a breathin control issue. I KNOW what it is and after speaking to a doctor he believed me and has ran every test under the sun to rule out complications. Long story but the condition she 'does have' she tested negative for ( doesn't mean she doesnt have it though) he has been do helpful! But we had to be switched to a different doctor as the good one is moving at Xmas. This new doctor is sh*t basically I've seen him before! He's a money counter and hates bed blockers (aka my dd) anyway I have just found out the old doc has refered her for a holter test which tests for one of these complications which comes hand in had with the condition. I feel so scared as of it is all real, he believes she has it and so do I Infact I'm certain but the fact that she's been treated as she has it scares me to death! Ie had 2 years to get my head round it and.. Well .... I feel like crying I'm sorry for the pointless post but i needed to tell
Someone! I haven't felt this scared since I was told she had somehow cheated SIDs :'(