Hi all i have type 1bipolar now my first manic episode was aged 13 but as a child i had periods of depression and awful outbursts over active and not sleeping fluctuating appetite and still had tantrums at age 11. My pychiatrist said i was probably suffering bipolar as a child as bipolar children dont have full episodes like adults but extreme mood swings.
Now my son is exactly like i was as a child sometimes he is very upset over nothing night terrors no appetite and then he switches to being uncontrollably angry not sleeping and hits kicks me and his sisters he is 6. His current teacher and previous teacher have both admitted they are unable to cope when he is in this mood.
Now i keep telling myself i am being paranoid and my fear that i have passed on my bipolar to one of my children is making me see things which aren't there but i keep coming back to it dp does the same yet he also tries to ignore it as he thinks it is his fear too.
I dont know what i want from this thread i guess i just want to tell someone my fears who wont call me silly or judge me