I am so worn out and am sat here in tears.
Its all too much - I know I am a rubbish mum. Yesterday I shouted at DS1 that DS2 was just acting normal unlike him i feel so bad for that.
He had been on a wind up all day and I lost my temper after 7 hours of his behaviour.
Why can't he just behave at home like he does for my mum?
Why do I have to go through 2 days of him running round like a bull in a china shop every week after he stays with mum for the weekend?
Why do I feel so bloody crap and like I want to run away?
Why can't I have the little boy he was rather than the boy he is now, the one who used to laugh and play but now is sullen and rarely laughs no matter what I try?
I want him to sleep more than 5 hours a night I am worn out"!!!!