oh what a fuckin awful day[sorry]
my daughter got up this morning-and has been
grumpy all day-i can do no right today-groan groan groan.
today-i can do no right.
no-she didnt want to go out-
then spent time being nasty to me that she didnt go out-then spent time basically offending her that she should go out.
she then spent time having a go at me about her fringe-
i then pointed out to her that the reason that she got a fringe-was that she had complained that she hadnt got a fringe in the first place.
this horribleness went on as-i saw her putting things in her mouth-and told her to not do this-[sorry darling-i just dont want to see you choke to death-i have seen her nearly choke to death in the past]
this ensured her in shouting at me and accusing her of putting things in her mouth-
her dinner was wrong-even tho i had given her a choice.
her pyjamas was wrong-
i was late by 4 mins for telling her it was "rest time"
she has been in and out [to the front room where im sitting]complaining about me all night.
i was at one point-laughing about with my older daughter-my younger daughter come in and accused me of arguing with my eldest daughter.
at one point-my eldest daughter asked my little daughter not to sing too loud-as she couldnt hear the telly-she was attacked.
this ensured me taking the little one off the big one-then i was attacked.
everythings calmed down now-but i know i have a few hours to go yet.
my little daughter is wide awake.
oh my fuckin god-next door has started now aswell-she has mental health probs-and spends time shouting like fuck-and playing loud music most of the night-
yes-i understand autism[my daughter has autism and other disorders]
yes i understand mental health-
but fuckin hell-sorry for being selfish-but im so fuckin tired-
just letting off-i dont want a reply to this.
when i say "my little daughter"
shes a older child-but shes my youngest child-not adult like my others.
omg-i hope tommorrows better.
maybe our tommorrows aint going to get better.
as i said-just letting off-sorry everyone.