I don’t know what to do. My 7.5 month old baby sleeps in my bed, and has since 4 months old. However he rolls lots in his sleep and has rolled off the bed twice now. I feel like it’s just getting unsafe now. But we tried sleep training to get him to sleep in his cot and it was horrific. We have just given up on the third night. I’m also only just about coping with broken nights. He is basically up crying and needing his dummy every 45mins or so from about 2 / 3am. He can’t put his dummy in at night.
I just feel really hopeless right now. I don’t know what the right thing is to do. I feel so guilty for trying sleep training, he cried until he lost his voice. I feel like the worst mother. But having him in our bed doesn’t feel safe or sustainable anymore and I’m not sure how much longer I can go with the broken nights.