Evening everyone. I don't really know what I want or even why I am posting really but basically have finally taken down cot bed that ds has slept in since about 3 months and he is now in a "proper" single bed. He was 3 in January so am not sure if I have delayed this unnecessarily. My mum said "you and dh are push ds onto each next phase but you have really not rushed with getting him into a big bed."
I just feel emotional and can feel he is getting older and is not a baby baby anymore. He is moving into preschool section at nursery too and it is dawning on me how precious this time is. I have found parenthood very difficult and have been honest about this with other parents. Unfortunately this has the effect of them thinking I don't enjoy it and am perhaps a rubbish Mum but I just feel I set very high standards for myself and with PND and dh away alot in navy it hasn't been easy.
I just feel so proud of ds and love him dearly. Some days can feels so hard but I have had a run of good days and feel happy really and content, I guess. Hope this brings some comfort to anyone having a bad day and thanks for reading xxx