handyman
Well it kind of goes how the title says 😅
I'm (31 F), recently hired a handyman (41) to paint my living room & put up shelves.
Lately I can admit after not having sex for 10m - last relationship abusive & ended last year - my mind has been completely in the gutter.
When he came round I was listening to a lot of my kind of music... lover girl sexual type stuff. When he was asking me where to put the shelves I touched his arm to show him where and noticed he was toned.
His voice and accent turn me on.
Anyway he began to message me quite often and we began flirting... he said he was going to come over. I was open & honest that before he does I have HSV-2, he said he'd still come. He gave me oral (it wasn't really good but hey. Plus the way he was lookin up at me 😮💨). Anyway he stood up to put the condom on but then kind of tapped his penis, in my mind I took that as a sign to return the favour so I went for it. Only a couple of minutes in he said he was going to c*m. I shook my head and made an indignant sound but he did probably 20 seconds later.
I won't lie I was unsatisfied but I understood he was probably tired he came round after a night shift.
Since then he's barely spoken to me, I'm not sure if it's because my oral was bad or he's embarrassed at how quickly everything happened or maybe he’s had some type of post but clarity & isn't attracted to me anymore, also wondering if he was fiddling with it because he wanted it to get harder and not oral.
Either way I want him to finish what he started with me if you know what I mean & i’m unsure how to initiate conversation or if I even should. Aside from everything else he's a sweet guy.