I work with a very lovely and very married gynae surgeon, while in theatre and he was scrubbed at the hands and arms I took a hair from his shoulder that was irritating his neck- totally innocent and he said Thankyou, I said no probs. He is such a respectful and kind practitioner and great to work with in theatre for surgeries (no cockiness/ rudeness to patients or staff) all innocent on both our parts, it’s just the way he is.
then I have this morning woken from a very vivid sex dream about him, where he asked to speak to me about something and essentially passionately kissed my and fingered me/ oral sex. I woke up rather turned on and freaked out that I may have feelings for him. WTAF!?!?
I have not so much as looked at him with attraction at work and he was infact my obs dr who did my C-section a few years ago.
I am freaking out!! I don’t think I have feelings for him but now I am annoyed at myself for dreaming this and now dreading working with him in case I am getting feelings romanticly or sexually.