this will sound weird but it is what it is .. i gave birth to my son just 6 months ago and even the thought of having another baby gives me nightmares .. i am not on any birth control and just use pull out method with great success and all of my kids are planned .. the thing is i really love when my husband cums inside me beacuse the pressure i feel inside me before he cums is to die for .. yesterday i was so horny that i literally begged him to cum inside me and in the heat of that moment he did !!! and now i am feeling horrible that just the sake of few minutes of pleasure what did i do to myself .. i wanna cry so bad cause i cannot even think of having another baby atm ,…