I was so worried about my (scared and ugly from pregnancies) body. My situation. What would happen. If I was what he wanted in bed. Whether I could remember how to have sex well.
We have been messaging for a few weeks, a couple of dates and a couple of kisses. Then yesterday it happened.
It was incredible. I squirted for the first time in my life. My head was (and is) spinning. I enjoyed every second of it and could have carried on forever.
Afterwards, later than evening when we were saying goodbye he said it wasn't like normal sex. I thought WTF does that mean, did I do something weird, but he also said it was really great.
So a bit of a mind fuck.
I am only posting this here as I have no one to tell in real life. And I think it's one of those moments I am going to remember for a while. I felt & feel so alive.