Just need a bit of perspective and someone to get me out of my head on this one please!
I've recently gotten obsessed about my gf masturbating - I seem to jump from being really turned on by it to the feeling desperately insecure to the point of feeling like I'm losing my mind! We have a fairly good sex life, possibly not as often as I would like but when we do it is good, I'm confident that she is satisfied in the bedroom as I'm very attentive and generous and prioritise her pleasure most definitely, she is always very complimentary and feels it's all good in that department!
But now it has come up sometimes in conversation, and by accident I kind of interrupted her once in the moment - Something which I think has triggered this almost compulsive thinking about it.... when? why? how? I'm finding it exhausting and upsetting as in reality I know it's perfectly normal and acceptable for anyone to want to pleasure and sort themselves out sometimes!
Guess I just need to vent this as it's hard to talk to someone about it without sounding/feeling like a total creep! Just could do with some reassurance and have some sense knocked into me!