Hi all dp has high sex drive me not . Long story short met after awful 18 yr marriage then divorced . He was breath fresh air made me feel sexy attractive etc .. but had loads issues .. nasty on times esp when drunk .. kinda pushed one ds out to the ex . But course i was being treated like a queen .. anyway i chucked him out as knew he wasnt good for me after 6 yrs but reconnected .. then bcos older ds may have recoonected after 4 yrs choose ds ova dp .. but backfired ds flaked on me as per .. as im. Very vunerable n have rejection issues .and think afternarc ex n sons allienation had ptsd ...Needed him but confused .. sorta got back much against his fams liking .. but .. as per that percent of him so sexual i cant keep up n frankly dont see Zi have to b4 lockdown agreed full on once every 2 weeks .. but lockdown happened and like when split up at xmas hes on pof n sites with women who are basically up for anything .. im.sure im ok saying i don t want to do this that . But hes obv hankering kinkier stuff . But when he says isnt it flirty when i was pissed i came over a wardrobe mirror but only saw this am as was drunk last night !! I go no thats not flirty or attractive at all and he was upset i didnt respond in secxual way ! ! . Look ill try n spice stuff up but tbh im not into some stuff n do endure a lot as think i should b liking this .. or perhsps its bcos hes not the one otherwise surely id b diff .. does all this make sence .. anyway hes finished it but cant with me really hes hoping ill tell him.to go shag all.so he can tell everyone im the mean one ! No way ! But its not good and surely if he caredbut i get i do did so much for u spend money on house took u on holiday etc etc.. but this isnt a business deal is it ?.. im asking also is this normal to be so full on .. hes no kids either so kinda selfish all his life .. surely in the real world .. althou know women will be same n cheat on people to jusy shag around !! . #confused