Was telling MrCat of my vivid dream: it was of the perfect knife, I wanted this knife - I knew it was multifunctional and the only one I would ever need. It was initially offered without any consequences and I was happy to accept, however, I realised there were hidden caveats and I dithered... I considered stealing said knife but can't remember if I did (have huge moral compass so doubt I nicked itl or what was outcome. Anyway, blathering on to him about dream that I had experienced whilst sleeping as usual, in the spare room.... truth slowly dawned.
Do I even need to explain I've been in a sexless marriage for years?
I've already posted about soul destroying aspect of sexual rejection but can't believe I didn't see symbolism of dream - most memorable I've had in years!!!