I don't really know who to talk to about this and whether I'm being over sensitive.
DP and I haven't had sex for a few weeks. The reason for this is because I'm pregnant and due to have an abortion on Tuesday and I haven't felt in the mood for it.
He has quite a high sex drive, so I know he's felt a little bit rejected.
He's been on nights the past few days and was in bed today. I've had DD to look after but I've missed him and felt like I wanted to be close to him.
So I put her down for her nap and got in bed with him. I made it clear I wanted him. We had sex.
The problem was that he seemed so angry, like he wanted to hurt me. Very different from normal and considering what is going on. He was very dominant, hair pulling, slapping, etc. At the end I just grabbed my clothes and left the room and he went back to bed.
I wanted to feel intimate but instead I just feel a bit...I don't know. The look in his eyes was just so angry.
Not sure why I'm posting but I just feel shell shocked I guess.