On the outside I have the perfect life. A fiancé, a beautiful 17 month old, a mortgage, a dog, a Volvo..... but I never want sex.
I'm 24 and we have been together 4 1/2 years. It's not always been this way but since I've had the baby I force myself to keep him happy. I've come off my anti depressants which I thought were the cause but no change. I removed my Mirena coil as I was so conscious of him feeling the strings and I never stopped bleeding while it was in.
Last night was the first day of no blood and when he tried to touch me I literally tensed up. I can't even bring myself to do it to keep him happy anymore. I used to look at the clock the whole time! I adore him, what's wrong with me?! 