I think I'm grieving

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I've been a sahm to twins through the pandemic. They started school full time in September and I started a new job.

I was ok until Christmas but since new year I've been crying nearly every day. I keep on thinking what the point of anything is. I feel like I've lost my job of sahm. I was wanted every moment of the day and this job seems so slow paced in comparison.

I feel empty, bored and sad.

I want to do something I'm passionate but right now I'm anxious and tired. Is it a case of just giving it time? Will I have energy again?

This will get easier. It took me a long time to adjust to the children starting school. I focused on the new ways they needed me when I wasn't stuck at work. Helping with homework, play dates, doing lots of fun things after school. It's a big adjustment, but it will get easier.