My last two relationships have been non vanilla.
Im now single and 3 fetish friends i have made over the course of about 6 months have asked me out. Ive said yes.
I joined a dating site the other day, and have another 3 dates.
All six dates are lined up for the next two weeks.
Im really in two minds if i should just turn my back on the fetish and try and go vanilla for a while. But then i know ill miss the fetish and the thought of not being that way any more makes me very sad.
I also know that if i chose the fetish route it is unlikely that it will be a long term loving stable relatioship and that is something that i do want as well.
I just am so unsure of what to do.