I feel crap about how I have treated my husband in the past. I can't deal with so many issues from my past and I am amazed he has stayed as long as he has. Maybe it would be better not to think about things and talk about them but will that make things blow up later? I have never got over a past boyfriend and lately dealing with some childhood events has made me think about him a lot and I can't get him out of my head.
I think about leaving my dh but then realise i can't as he is so good to me, I love him, i know he loves me, is a great dad and has never ever let me down.
i would not be leaving my dh to be with this other man, but how can i stayt with dh when i have feelings for someone else?
i feel scared to leave but that shouldnt be a reason to stay.
i just want to know that everything will work out okay.