I split with my husband 5 months ago, it's been hard, a rollercoaster of a ride but wont bore you with the details-he had an affair and is with her now. We have 1 DS.
Anyway, recently I have slept with 2 people after nights out, not complete strangers more friends of friends. WTF am I doing? I am so dissapointed in myself, always feel shit in the morning and think why? I don't want anything from these guys.
Also I have behaved so irresponsibly and on one occasion didn't use a condom...now I am worried sick that I will have caught HIV or something. I am a mess already and I seem to be making my life just one big disaster after another. This is not like me at all. I am concerned about my behaviour, what is wrong with me? Can anybody give me advice but please no lectures
Thank you