After I went to church today, which I havent been to for over a year, I walked to my exes who lives very close. I broke up with him about 2 yrs ago and havent spoken to him since, apart from the odd chat online, but even then the last one was a good 6 months back. I don't know why I decided to go but I did and seeing as we broke up still friendly, I suppose I just thought I might catch up with him. he lives in a first floor flat and his window was open so I pressed the buzzer. That was broke when I lived with him, so I assumed it still was and went round the the back of the block and saw his balcony door was open. I was just about to shout his name to come to the door when I saw a woman's skirt on the line. I never thought I would be bothered, but just the thought of him having another woman living there especially in the flat I so lovingly decorated and made a 'home' put me in a temporary mood and I felt quite sullen. I am ok now tho but it just affected me and I never thought it would!!!