DP is selfish, always has been. He talks the talk about being a devoted father but in reality he is fucking lazy, I don't think he really cares for me much either. Its something we have argued about before and he strenuously denies there is a problem, in fact he calls me "mental", tells me I'm a nutter and I'm just like his ex etc etc.
I have no printed baby photos of my dd, her bio father broke in when she was about 2.5 and pissed all over my belongings including the photo albums, set fire to other bits, you get the picture I guess.
I had a usb stick with alot of the photos on, dp asked one night if he could put them onto an external hard drive so that he could use the stick for work.
When we went to get the photos off to print them about a year later we found it had corrupted and couldn't be read.
I was absolutely gutted, he promised he could recover the photos, it has been a year sonce then. I have asked so many times for him to look at it, he told me the more I asked the longer he would take....
I even asked for him to do it for christmas rather than buy me anything. He refused.
On Sunday he agreed to get the software out and sort it, when i asked him if it had worked he went into a rant asking me where the power leads were.
I was like this Didn't really know what he was on about, power leads??
I went upstairs, I knew it was a diversion tactic because he wanted to watch the football.
Monday came and went, he told me he was popping out to drop some bits to his brother (5 mins away).
He didn't come home till after midnight.
He also befriended a woman on his facebook that evening whilst he was out that I have never met or heard of before. I know all his friends and have no issue with female friends.
On Tuesday, he called me at work, he was being really rude, I said I would talk to him later as I felt he was looking for a row, he then accused me of having affairs, he called me a slag and a cunt, apparently his justification was that one of the people on my facebook page ( a married bloke I went to school with) had posted a new profile photo of himself without a tshirt on...
I decided it would be better to delete my profile, facebook is pretty pointless really unless your family are distant etc. When I went to delete it I found that he had deleted me from his list.
He is not speaking to me, he has told me to fuck off and get hold of someone else as I don't want to be with him blah blah.
Today I have found out that he went out on Monday, it wa a preplanned night out and this woman was there, she took a liking to him, I don't know any more than that.
This isn't the first time he has been at the very least indiscrete with someone else. He told me a while ago he was going to a football match with a couple of blokes, it was an evening match with a sit down meal, drinks etc. He was really excited, I later found out he went with a woman and it was just the two of them. She is a sales rep who visits his workplace.
I'm so fed up and tired of it all. I've got an assignment due in tomorrow, there isn't really anyone in real life to talk to today and this post is all jumbled up and crappy, there's loads more but I wouldn't know where to start.
Feel free to send virtual bacon sarnies and tea this way.