Im totally lusting after someone. Im not sure if/when its ever going to happen. Its on the cards and seems to be moving towards happening.. but its kind of been there before and then not happened.
I always think that thats it and im done with it. But i really cant helpmyself. He is just amazing. should it ever happen it would just be incrediable.
last week when i was having one of my ' walk away and stop waitsting so much time' momments i asked my friends to set me up with some single males. SOme of them gave my email address and ive had a few emails. Ive been asked out by 3 men.
It seems like we might get on. I sort of thnk tehre is no harm in meeting for just one date. but, i know its very unlikely that im going to like them that way.
I was sort of hoping that i might meet someone who would totally distract me from the one im lusting over. But i cant see that happening.
am i out of order? or not?