We havent been close for a few months now. He sleeps downstairs because I snore very loudly at the mo and have very painful hips at night.
We havent cuddled or kissed for months. He hasnt even felt this baby move.
I found an email the other day on his facebook from a girl I think he knows and I think he met her a few weeks ago. The email was like answers to a load of questions she had asked and how they wanted 'snuggles' (how gay!!)
I broke down in tears on Tuesday night and told him I had found it. Since then we havent spoken about it or about anything else really.
He was a shit a few years ago and was texting/emailing other women but couldnt see a problem with it.
What do I do? Im no good at talking but better at emailing! Should I email him tomorrow when hes back at work?
I know it sounds awful but I dont want to be a single mum of 2 but at the same time hate him for doing this now.