Ok so ive changed my name cos im a chicken but just wanted to hear opinions and if its ever happened to you.
Im married to a great man have 2 children and one on the way but lately ive been dreaming about my ex. Ex and i were together for 4 years but continued sleeping together until i met dh. He is in a funny relationship and has been for 5 years but has recnetly moved out of his shared house to live by himself. Ex and i have always kept in contact (dh doesnt know) but a few months ago i ended contact because ex was saying alot of things about his feelings etc and i was getting upset and confused. Since i cut contact he has text once and i replied but kept it straight to point ie im fine, kids fine bye.
Dh and i are not great friends at the moment due to stress with pregnancy etc but today i found myself crying buckets cos i want to speak to my ex. Im over emotional at the moment anyway due to pregnancy hormones but i dont know if i should ring ex or not.
If DH found out he would go mad and im not sure if ex will even want to talk cos i really hurt him when i cut contact. Dont know what to do but cant stop thinking about ex. He has been a big part of my life for over 10 years now and im really finding it hard having no contact.