threw my dp dinner he said it was not cooked right, told him he is ungratful , i cant do anything with my life without considering him he works long hours I'm on my own and struggle to be a good mum,i dont go out yet never stop him doing what he wants.
Suffered really bad pnd had really difficult pregnancys didnt bond as well as i thought a mum should with my two children and have tried to think ahead about the future ,have come of my citropram tablets been off them for week and a half, keep crying and tonight i lost my temper because i feel so unappreciated, trapped and fed up.
I want to look at my future to be able to provide for our kids , but everyone has a opioun on my life and our kids our relationship, my parents our crap and im peed of why is it me let with all the blame am i that bad,i feel so useless should i just say have it all including the kids then you cant find fault in what i do. please help me i feel so angry lost and useless.