Hi, first I'm sorry, I know a lot of people are having relationships problems worst than mine..DH and I are getting along fine, we have 2 DS 5 and 2 who keep us very busy plus I have my own business from home and looking after the ds..Dh is a fantastic dad, looks after the ds, play with them, he is really involved in their lives...We have been together for 7 years, my libido was always higher than his, nevermind..
For the last year, we didnt have a lot of sex, he ame up with all the excuses possible, migraine, sorry I feel anxious and weird, too tired, cant come to bed now I would like to catch up on something etc..yesterday he came back after dropping the ds at my pil, I have left him chilling out, reading his news papers, trying to talk to him, chat etc, was not even listening, anyway, I have cooked him a nice meal, we watched a bit of telly..Then we went to bed, I have starting well giving a handjob and he seemed enjoying it...then afterwards I was feeling something was not right so I have asked him, if he was ok, said to him do you want to carry on ? he said yes, then he was on the top of me and I could feel his heart was not at it, he then stopped and said sorry dont feel like it...he always does it...So I ended up crying feeling humiliated once again and sleeping in the spare room..I'm feeling disgusting..repulsive.