to Hs text messages. They are getting to me....the last one read....
'i dont know what to do. I just know what i want and who i love and need them to trust me and see that all i want is to be with them and to sort through one thing at a time with no expectations or pressures. I have never felt like this before. Its like my whole world is ending. All my hopes and dreams being lost before Ive had chance to share them with the one person in the world I would lie down and die for......'