i am sat here crying because me and dp are arguing and i dont really even know why
we went out to some cack meeting last night then went for drinks after i have only moved here and dp has lived here all his life, i have a few friends, and he buggered off to talk to this woman and was buying her drinks and only asked me as an after thought, we was having chinese for t but he was talking so when we left it was shut and i tried to call a taxi and they didnt have any so we walked home in the rain, i came in and went straight to bed as i couldnt bear to look at him, i was hoping i was preg due to af being late but it turned up this morning and the day has got worst, i brought something from ebay for my mum cos she dont like the internet but he went mad saying i should ask first but i put my money in his bank account so i knew there was money in there and the money i put in last week aint been spent yet, had enough, i have given up everything to be with him so i cant even leave cos i have nowhere to go, and my sis is really ill and i want nothing more to be home and get a hug off my mum