Been really snappy of late but at 5.30am this morning I saw the light. I get annoyed with DH because I feel like I?m ignored all the time and it?s the little things that build up to something big resulting in something relatively insignificant being the final straw.
I get annoyed with my Mum because when I visit now, the total visit is concentrated around the kids, DD in particular, and I feel ignored. This was apparent yesterday because when DD was asleep and DS was feeding then I finally got to have a conversation without having to shout to be heard.
Because these two relationships are the ones which traditionally I rely on the most for love and support are compromised, then I feel hard done by as I have no-one else to turn to.
If I was at work and knew the best way to do something but was continually ignored, I?d end up feeling worthless and lose confidence. Similarly, in a ?job? if you were told several times how to do something but continually got it wrong you?d be kicked up the butt for it.
Anyone feel the same or am I havering?