Mine is a long story, this is the short version..
DH and I seperated a year ago after a turbulent few years, we were married and have 3dd's. I basically have put up with a lot from him and was repaid in a violent abusive way. The thing is I loved him and I think part of me always will.
Both of us have new partners now and things had moved on, just lately, I think about him a lot and I miss him. Divorce is difficult and all communication has been through solicitors. I deicded that I would call him last week and try once more to get him to talk (things been difficult over child contact, 2 properties, etc). He agreed, we had a good chat on the phone and he told me that he is still bitter about what happened, he is very angry and as much as he tells me he loves the OW, I just can't believe him. She is complete opposite of me and older.
I just can't work him out, I'm trying to suss out how he feels about me. He keeps me on the phone and he still gets upset about our life together. He sees the older DD but not the younger twins, purely because of distance we live apart and their age, etc.
I just want to know how he feels