In love with my ex...want more but things as friends arent so gr8 right now

[Mumlikeu]

What happens when you realise...despite it all. You still love the guy, you chose to break apart from. There is still the friendship due to sharing my son and playing an active role there. But if i was to be real honest, the friendship is rather frail and we have not been getting on as we used to. I miss him, i want him back and i know he feels the same. But i dont want to even bring about the conversation because it feels like im going over the same mountain...again.
Its not a case of regretting my choice of breaking apart. It is more a matter of we have still to move on... and for me i dont want to move on. Advice not criticism welcome, thanks. xx

Have you had a heart to heart with each other? I chose to left exh 6 years ago after from suffering from PND. Our relationship was on/off for the next 5.5 years as we couldn't live with each or live without each other, although we both loved each other. We have now decided to give it a go again - we have both learnt so much in the last 6 years. Maybe a bit of space might be a good thing for you two as its giving you time to think, but definitely try and express how you feel and what you want. Good luck!

Thanks Charlottesmum5. We had a big talk this evening. I was honest and expressed myself and so did he. However... it was still left with a definitive conclusion. He says he has alot of thinking he is also doing but yes he still does love me. Theres a huge part of me that wishes he coulde just made a decision tonight and be a man about things. But im glad he didnt as im worried that alothough theres still love on both ends...he might not want to give us another go. If im honest i dont know how id take that.
I want closure. Theres nothing worse than not having closure. I love him and if i could wave a majic wand i would.