I left dh for another man, our relationship was a bit flat...not much kiss and cuddle...not much talk...just staying in the same house respecting each other needs...
He was always in his computer for work hobbies ...but also an addiction...
I'm italian, we live in Italy...he rent another flat..and we both looking after 4 years old..child...
I always think about him. he's english..and now that he's in his own...I feel sorry...for not be his friend anymore...
I wonder if he eats properly and what does he it...if he feels lonely...and I wish I could help...
I feel sad and crying often...thinking he didn't deserve it...
but I did love him...but somthing was missing...and we didn't do anything to find it back....We just talk about ds...ds seems to cope ok with all...but sometimes I feel guilty for splitting this family...that could it works..as normal....I wonder if I never will get over this sense of guilt...and live quite..with my new partner...We don't live together yet...but I wish I could love..someone again...as much