DD is now 2.4, she is the greatest thing in my life and I would really love to have another dc not only for myself and dp but also to give dd a sibling.
Dp has had mental health problems (depression/anxiety) for the past year although he is now much better than he was 6 months ago.
I feel that all I can think about is havng another dc, I so wan t to be pregnant and then have another lo it's eating away at me all of the time because dp is really reluctant to ttc. I know that any decision has to be a joint one but it's making me so unhappy. Friends had a lo today and I just feel like crying because I'm so jealous and I know that this is going to get worse as I have a very good friend who is pregnant and another who is ttc.
I do understand dp's concerns about his health but I also feel that I will end up depressed if I can't see that there will become a point where we will ttc again. I was ill at the end of my last pregnancy and had dd at 32 weeks but I thought that our recent appointment with the consultant to talk through these risks was really helpful and would mean that we could now "get going" as it were but dp seems to have got cold feet again...
I just want some words of advice/comfort please.