we had few problems a while ago which seemed to be sorting themselves out but clearly they are not!
he isnt as nasty or shouty as he has been previuuosly so i can see that he is making an effort to make changes, but he is just so moody all the time! he has currently stormed out to the pub still in his work gear because i havent dried his jeans apparently!! i didnt even knnow they were wet ffs!
he isnt actually upset about his jeans. they wouldnt have been issue any other time he would have just gotten another pair out! we are really struggling for money atm and he hates his job and the fact that it makes it difficult for me to work and that it doesnt provide enough money for us to survive on comfortably or even being able to reasonably afford the basics without having to rely on our families to help out!
he is trying to find another job but most of his experience is in labouring type jobs (most of the better paid jobs in our town are labouring jobs) and he is epiletic so there are a lot of things he cant do in those types of jobs and he finds it difficult to get them! he is in a call center atm and cannot look for work outside of town due to the fact he cant drive because of his epilepsy and our transport links are rubbish!!
none of this is my fault though!! nor do i blame him for it so why do i feel that he is in a constant mood with me?!! im so fed up of it! im doing everything i can to try and help us! i have my dad who is ill, working on his house for next nothing when he really needs to be doing paid jobs as my parents are struggling too! he hopes when we can live together we will be better off financially though with my calculations even with only one set of bills we will be worse off!
and im doing best to try and find a job that will fit in around his shifts! i dont think i can do anymore than that!!!
i dont expect any advice really just need to rant! i have had a stressy day with dcs and now dp is in a mood with me again over something i have little control over!