So I dated a guy who is in the army based down South but who has a flat up North in a city close to me. We dated for four months but only saw each other 15 times. We saw each other one evening a week when I had my son and a day and evening a week with I didn't. Sometimes I wouldn't see him for two weeks when he had things on.
Anyway after 4 months he broke up with me. We had chemistry but he's not the kind of guy who is all over someone in public, he's quite reserved. Towards the end my ex created a massive scene where I nearly had to pick my son up as he was drunk and he kept ringing me when I was with the guy I was seeing. He didn't say much but I think he found it a lot. He hasn't got kids.
When we broke up he said we are very different and he lacked a deeper romantic connection. I asked if he was attracted to me and if he looked forward to seeing me and he said yes. I said why can't we give it more time and he said he'd be leading me on. So we split beginning of May. I tried to reconcile a month after we split he says no.
Anyway I left him alone for a couple of months then asked if he wanted to meet up to catch up so we met today for 3 hours, we went on a walk and he suggested something to eat then he went to meet his friends. He suggested meeting again at some point for another walk. The trouble is I enjoyed spending time with him and it was lovely to see him but I am always going to want more. I'm going to be hoping he changes his mind. He hasn't proactively text me since we split.
I have been on dates but they just don't compare to him. I'm not sure what to do. Whether to see him again then be honest I want more? I