***********I'm such a fool*************

[MamaFeckinMia]

Ok, I'm not really bothered about feedback just want to offload more than anything else.
I met a guy a few weeks ago and for the first time in years, I felt like I'd really met someone nice, someone really special, it turns out he's been playing me along.

Nothing outrageous happened per say but little things like breaking dates and then last Saturday getting a call when he should have been on his way up to me to say a friend of his had been taken to hospitl.

Naturally I was concerned and asked him to ring me when he had news of his friend. I txt him at twelve saying I ddn't mind if he txt me late to let me know as I was up late having a few drinks. No txt or call came.

Anyway, got a txt on Sunday saying it was a bad time and he couldnt talk and that he would ring me on Monday. Oh I sent him a few snotty txts on Saturday when he hadnt responded, anyway he didn't call Monday.

Cue more snotty txts from me. It's well and truly over as he has completely ignored me. I just feel like such twat for being taken in in the first place. Will I ver learn?

Oh ive had that hun. . .play ya along and thats it,later found out my fella i was seeing went back to his ex for the kiddies sake! ok thats fair play but there was no need to mess me around like that x

Thing is, I had my barriers up big time because I'd been messed around so much in the past and I just feel so bloody annoyed at myself for being taken in again. Oh well looks like I'll have cats and knitting to look forward to after all because at 40 I'm rally starting to think I'm never going to meet anyone decent.

Well swear off the eytie chefs for a start, they will only bring you grief
Work like you don't need the money
Love like you have never been hurt
Dance like nobodies watching

Tis a good philosophy, you have done nothing but be human and open to friendship and loving, that is not stupid, it is intelligent, it means you are open to love coming into your life. Being stupid would be beating yourself up about it.

Ta Carmenere, your right. I think I'm just moping at what could have been. I'm going out on a date tomorrow night with a New Yorker who works for Microsoft.........God I don't half pick em! I know it's probably going to be a big rebound thing but part of me doesen't care and if I'm being honest I just want to have a good sh*g to get Romeo out of my system.

I like your style Mama! I could do with one of those too. How do you go about getting your dates? I can't seem to get any!

another take:

perhaps he was actually with friend at hospital and couldn't text you back because of mobile restrictions. then he gets your arsey texts and thinks 'wtf???'. decides to text you next day when he's had a bit of sleep and got things in perspective. then you send him more texts before he gets a chance and thinks 'hmmm not very supportive. think i'll skip this one.'

possible?

Yes Warthog your right that is a possibillity. I fell hard and fast for this guy and I suppose my insecurities from past relationships reared up.

Anywho, just an update, New Yorker stood me up but I met a gorgeous!!!!!!!!!!! English guy