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My boyfriend has only had one other ex-girlfriend. This was around 2023–2024. She cheated on him a lot, so they eventually broke up.
We met in April 2025, became close instantly, and started dating on June 10. Everything was going great until January. We were spending way too much time together, which caused a lot of small fights, and I was often mad at him. I was not being the best girlfriend.
By the end of January, he had started looking at his ex’s profile, and in February she texted him because she saw that he had viewed it. The conversation moved to Discord, where he told her that he and I were probably going to break up soon and that I was too controlling. They mostly talked about me.
At the time, he and I were close to breaking up and a lot was going on, but I had no idea about any of this. After that conversation, they did not talk again. Around the first week of March, he and I talked through all of our problems and agreed to fix things between us. That week was going great, and then I found those messages.
I felt hurt and extremely angry, so I broke up with him. We talked after the breakup, and he said that he thought he missed the feeling of not knowing whether his girlfriend would still be his girlfriend the next day. After they texted, he realized that was not what he wanted, so he blocked her.
Although I love him, I would never want to be the girl he is with only because he cannot be with her. Part of me wants him to stay my boyfriend because I really do love him, but the other part of me does not think it will work.
If he wants his ex, why is he dating me?