Hiya, I was in a long distance relationship for a year until I decided to breakup with him. 2 months on and I am still effected by it. I am struggling with the thought of having lost my chance of building a family again. I was so ready to fully commit and build a relationship of trust, safety and communication. I feel like after such an emotionally draining relationship of me trying to communicate my needs, I have failed and now just feel lost and back to square one.
I am soon to be 34, with an 8 year old. How does one not loose hope or even date in this day and age where all it seems I am attracting is avoident men?!
Am I just dreaming of the impossible?