Relationship wise, we've had a pretty shitty 2/3 years (probably longer - but this is where it has peaked).
- He has been caught on dating apps and tried to blame it on me.
- I recently had a big event that he should have attended, however, I knew he didn't want to as it was going to be a long day. He text at the last minute saying he wasn't going to make it.
- Sex is rare (that's my choice).
- I feel disrespected... no help around the house, silent treatment, poor communication, etc.
- There is a lot more I could add but I feel I would out myself if any friends were on here...
I recently did try therapy, however, until I actually speak to him about these issues, it was pointless continuing - in my opinion.
When I do try to communicate with him, it's like talking to a teenager - he always has to have the last word and takes everything as an attack.
The point of my post is why am I struggling to just walk away? Does anyone have an advice? I just want a fresh, HAPPY start to the new year.