Reposted as I posted in the wrong section.
I've completely checked out of my relationship.
There's been a lot of issues, mostly on his side, and while he mostly admits it, he doesn't appreciate how it's affected me, which causes more issues. He's not easy to talk to, mostly shuts me down or shouts, so I've given up trying. He does make some effort and I know he loves me, but I don't make any effort back. I don't have it in me anymore. If he suggests doing anything together, I have no desire to. I don't ever want sex with him. We have a 9 month old which makes things more complicated. Deep down, I'd like it to work and I do still have some love for him, but it's been pushed really far down. I see the phrase "checked out" on here all the time, and it's made me realise that's what I've done, I've checked out. What do I do? Is there any coming back from it once this has happened? Every time I've started to come back from it, something happens that pushes me away again, and I've just lost hope in any future. Where do I go from here?