I have been with my partner for 10 years we dont live together. We have alot in common and do alot of fun things together however the past year or 2 we have been arguing quite abit and when we argue he likes to blame and im always the one a fault and he always says he hasnt done anything wrong and its all me which makes me feel unheard and like my feelings dont matter. Everytime I try and talk to him about stuff he gets angry straight away. I do have some resentment towards him recently for not ever listening to me and always blaming me and never taking accountability for anything and we have had alot of problems thebpast year or 2. I have noticed the past few months he has become very moody and snappy and now even going out and doing the things we like to do he just kills the vibe. Theres times when his tone of voice is aggy and the way he says things is aggy yet he says he isnt in a bad mood which makes me angry because i know im not imagining the tone of voice or the way he is talking. Now whats happening is everytime I am around him my energy drains I am happy and energetic but as soon as I am around him I feel tired and sluggish even if he is in a good mood I still feel like that around him. Sometimes when he comes over i hope that he doesnt stay for long because the energy makes me feel so drained. I have been thinking recently of ending the relationship but I dont have many friends and im scared of being on my own. Im 40 so making friends is hard and I couldn't imagine being in another realtionship. What does everyone think I should do?