About 6 months ago, I found out I was pregnant and my husband didn’t want me to keep the child. We have two other children and could’ve afforded a third, but he felt like another child would disrupt his lifestyle. I ended up conceding and having an abortion that I immediately regretted. I have not been the same since and I feel empty towards him. He’s constantly complaining about my lack of affection and attention and saying he doesn’t want to be with someone who doesn’t want him, but I feel stuck. I moved across the country near all of his family because he wanted to be near them and I don’t have a strong support system so I just went along with it but it has left me feeling like I can’t leave. I’m so scared of so many things but I don’t know what to do. My heart aches for another baby, but I don’t know if that’s in the cards for me. I’m just depressed and feeling stuck in a loveless marriage with a selfish man