I have known a guy for about 8 years. Fbw. Lost tough for about 18 months due to a relationship and subsequent baby. The babys father isn't in the picture (happened early stages of pregnancy).
I meet the guy socially on a handful of times and would communicate via what's app often.
He didn't make a move for sex but I felt the urge recently. It's been a hard along and about 3 years since we last did it.
He then cancelled and said he didn't feel comfortable.
I just feel rejected.
This comes with a load of other rejections in my life from friends, family and jobs etc.
I'm sensitive and sometimes don't know how to read situations. People generally stop talking to me.
I asked why I made him feel uncomfortable and then said I had to go offline for a few days due to a phone swap. He messaged a few days later asking if my phone is ok etc.
I messaged him a few days later asking why I made him uncomfortable and after I sent it I realised I shouldn't have asked, just apologized. So I deleted her message.
He sent a message apologising but not saying what I did wrong. I didn't reply and he's added me to a what's app group (to send pics from trip).
I don't know what I did wrong, don't want to hear what I did wrong, and don't know how to communicate myself... Because I think it's just not worth it. Or am not worth it. He's also going on his massive trip so bad timing.
Think I just needed a sound board